Unable to reconcile these traits, Sitaramrao squanders his fortune by "helping" others in an attempt to maintain his image, only to become impoverished and embittered when those he aided do not show gratitude. He eventually descends into madness and schizophrenia, unable to take responsibility for his own failures.
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